Project Positivity.

I have decided, enough is enough. I woke up a couple days ago and I was 20 years old. I think it's time for me to be proactive. I wouldn't say until now, I've been standing still but I have been pretty worried about making decisions and I have been waiting for the good decision to find me. No more. I am making those choices for me now. I want to start accomplishing things. As of today, I can say I have accomplished things. I graduated high school. I was happy, with a beautiful girl. I've held down a job for more than a year. But I want to start accomplishing other things too. I want to say I've graduated from college. I want to go out in that world and do. I want to be proud of who I am and what I am doing in this life. I want to become a better person. Instead of making lists, I want to start crossing things off of them.

Today, I signed up for the fall 2009 semester at Sierra and I am going to succeed. It's time.

Until then, I go after the minor things. I start chopping at To-Read book list. I go after my movie backlog. I do the things I want to do. Even accomplishing things as little as those, will make me feel better. Get them out of the way, too, so they are not distractions when it comes time for me to buckle down.

Me, Bryan, & Kai are going to stop talking about our project and we are going to make work on our project.

Get her back. Regardless of what it takes. 20 years through my life, she's the best thing that's every happened to me. I can say that with 100% certainty. I won't let that go.

I've already started to save money and I am proud of myself. My goal is to continue.

I want to look at everything with a positive attitude and I would like my life to head it a positive direction. I hope to inject positivity into every aspect of my life in hopes of making it better and taking it where I want it to go.

It is time.