Just something I needed to say...

Today makes 32 months, exactly, since that night that I will always look back on as one of the best of my life. We connected in a way that I never thought I would connect to another person. It was something special, it was something great, it was spectacular. That special night continued for months... years. You were my co-pilot through everything. No matter how crazy things ever got, I always had you. Now I've had to go back to doing things solo. To echo something you told me over a year ago, As much as I'd like to think I handle everything on my own, I need you... I'm doing okay. You're making it too and I'm proud of you. But we're better together. We're a great team. Life is so much better with you by my side. I'm not afraid to admit that. I like that. I want that. I've grown to you and in the best way. Being with you makes me want to be a better me. I appreciate you and everything we were. I don't want to lose that. As fucked up as thing may have gotten, you need to know these things. This is genuine from me.